Sick of watching the skin pop ,
Watching the blood drop
Life is forsaken , shit i been taking
Makin me feel like maybe i cant take it
Till i ended up half nakid , spittin out
And achin , hoping im gonna make it!
In the back of the albulance
Thinkin what happened DAM!
Make it see another day or fuck it take me away
Shit i ALMOST prayed , but dumb shit
ALMOST GOT ME TOOK! SHOOK
For all the nights i tried and wished
That i would die , from hot models
To Pill Bottles , To hot spoons and valumes
Almost died 5 times that just in 2009
In 2005 life got crazy i got out my mind
Go to the hospital get my shit right
Till i had to leave 3 days later
Couldnt take the leg pains
METHADONE , naltrexone , subaxone
TILL UR all alone , with no home
Ur maybe in a cell its not hard to tell
Oxys are hot till ur sick and ur not the person
u were and u can fuckin Stop
Till ur wrappin ur arm off watchin the skin pop.
